Semester results:
Part 1:
Me: Arey you failed in one subject!
Mom: How did this happen?
Me: I don’t know. I was instead expecting a backlog of another subject in which I passed.
Mom: You were just sitting with phone on Facebook and WhatsApp.
Me: I cannot sit with the books the whole day. I hate books.
Mom: Ok. Make sure you clear it next time. Else face the consequences.
Part 2:
Me: This time two subjects mom.
Mom: What do you do in the class? I had warned you.
Me: I really don’t know mom.
Mom: What is happening to you? You were not like this before.
Me: I’m sorry. I didn’t do this knowingly. Even I’m hurt. I think my biggest mistake is engineering.
Mom gives lecture for hours.
*understood that mom was very very upset. Tried to lower my visits to FB*
People around began asking me about my results. I had no answer. I couldn’t just go and tell them in all I had backlogs. Started becoming silent and avoided people and visiting public places.
Part 3:
Again a few semesters passed by like this with the tally of 2-4 backlogs. Placement season came and I had a backlog then. I couldn’t attend the interviews. Job gone. There came a bunch of people. “Hi dear. Didn’t get placed? Why? Does your college not get you placed? Which company you attended? Why have you not attended? When will you get placed? I don’t think you’ll get placed now. Try something else. Till date what have you done worth appreciating? Why don’t you get married? There’ll be an ease of burden on your parents.” Oh God!
I don’t really have answers to any of those questions nor to those statements. I have been trying my best on my side for job as well as higher studies. It’s been almost 2 years now and I still don’t know where I’m heading to and what my aim in life is.
I’ve stopped going to most of the functions, stopped talking to people who know me, mostly avoid new ones, created this blog and found lovely beings on Earth, stay inside the room and house for hours and much more.
So a happy and easy going girl who was an extrovert before, loved everything in the world became an introvert.
Pretty frightening climax. Most of the time we’re screwed by a deceptive little move which later prove detrimental and eventually we entangled between remorse and regret.
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Yes you’re right… don’t get frightened.. that’s about meπ
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Alright. have you completed your engineering?
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Yup.. last year
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Great. Keep posting awesome parables.
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Hw abt u? Yup sure
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Fortunately I ain’t engineering student and aspirant.βΊ
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Ooo good thenπβ.. wat do u do thn?
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I am an 3 yr. B.Sc.( hons) physics student.
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Oo… Cool
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π
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Arrey .. aisa thodi hota hai..
Apni khudki life hai .. apni marji se jeena, kuch to log kahenge logo ka kaam he kehnaa ..
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Han yar.. but u cannot ignore people all the time.. i hope you catch my point
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No exactly..
I’m hurt..
Itna ghussa aata hai na jab log bachkaane sawal karte hai .. Jb ki unko uske baare kuch bhi nahi pata hota hai
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Yes.. sahi hai.. gussa krke bhi koi fayda nhi.. jahan jayenhe wahan ungli karne a jayenge
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Well, I have just passed Engineering.. So I can relate to that… People start having problems when you start judging your self from other’s perspective…. No mater what you do and what you don’t… Our society always have a way to beat you down… And being an introvert, I can tell it’s more fun..!!! π π
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Hehe ya.. it is fun at times but when it comes for job interviews and group discussion rounds, you cant imagine hw hard it becomes fr me to talk.. bonle kuch aur jaati hun, bol kuch aur deti hun
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I can imagine… I am a born introvert!!! πππ I try imagine them as chimpanzees it’s easier that way…!!! π π
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Lol.. will try that next time ππβ
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good work …puja
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Thank you π
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Welcome to the world of introverts. We are pretty cool. Have a good staying here. ;)β₯
Failures are a part of your life. Without them life is boring. And society’s job is to kill dreams and courage. What they don’t know is that people like you will always shine no matter how much they try to capture and torture you. π
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Hey thank you so much for these nice words.. u don’t know how much they have made me feel good.. n failure is definitely a part of life.. but failing from past 6 years is….. πππ But really, your words are soothing.. thank you
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I am failing for past 4 years too. I know how it feels… yayay.. you are not alone. π
Always there for you. Never give up. β₯
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Thank you so very much β€β€
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I can relate to this Haha, engineering and backlogs the best love story, tho at this point I’m all clear ππ
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Me tooπππ .. but what a love story.. they never leave each otherπππ
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Yes Yes Yes!!π
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ππ
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I guess engineering happened to you…I don’t think it’s really abt introverts or extroverts..
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Hahaha maybe π
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